the fact,im no beauty queen , I'm just a beautiful me <3

live to survive,
laugh for fun ,
love to complete it

LOVE ISN'T ABOUT HOW DO YOU ACT OR SAY
,it's about
HOW DO YOU CONSIDERED YOURSELF AS THE BEST FOR THE PEOPLE WHO YOU LOVE THE MOST

Oktober 08, 2011

gloomy gloomy

today, some of pictures kinda remind me of some memories that not supposed to be remember:(
just a simple picture, but has a deep meaning for me:(
i miss him and ours memories, well some told me that live must go on,leave the past
but i just can't at least till now, live had been very difficult since in this 3rd years of JHS
i just wish that my life can be fast forward or rewind 
even just for a second._.

Oktober 03, 2011

castle walls

 
 everyone thinks that i have it all
but it's so empty living behind these castle walls
these castle walls
if i should tumble if i should fall
would any one hear me screaming behind these castle walls
there's no-one here at all, behind these castle walls

observing the estate through the gate from the outside looking in
bet you would think i got it made, better look again
i got a Butler, got a maid, and a mansion
the belief is that I'm living out a millionaires fantasy
with phantoms and Ferrari's in the driveway
but you see it came in exchange of a sane man's sanity,
your vision jaded by the Grammy's on the mantelpiece
just switch your camera lenses you would see the agony
apparently it's damaging the man you see before you
on the canvas he may seem alright but all the disadvantages his family
encounters overshadows his extravagance
walk in my nines awhile i dare you, would it scare you
while it really seem like the kings life seem glamorous
as seen through the eyes of untrained amateurs
because the camera's don't see beyond the walls of the smiles
only counts until it falls in the pile 

-live.love.laugh-

what i need.i wish

 i was inspired by my friend's blog :olivia:)
thank you for such a touchy post 

I WISH.....
 
a bucket of flower :)

 holding hand and feel the warmness

 
walking together side by side for good 


a hug , special one :)
surprise gift :)


sure wish things become the realities and make the heartless go away 
thenn..
my life would be perfect

Oktober 02, 2011

gloomy gloomy

hey ya! happy sunday all...

today has been long day by do nothin unless studies:(

i got my big test tomoro, for accounting and sport :( *sigh* wish me luck tomoro
anywayyy....
today i got so many different feelings that came become one,and by that i had to make decision, wish my decision is the best decision ever "maybe" ;(